1...The start??? [19.5.26]
2...Friends, old & new [19.6.2]
3...Lots of coffee shops [19.6.7]
4...A dream in the middle of nowhere [19.6.16]
5...When work and leisure become one [19.6.23]
6...I just want to feel special!!! [19.6.30]
7...Yikes*4 [19.7.7]
8...New challenges!!! [19.7.14]
9...Building a world [19.7.21] 
10...Coming together [19.7.28]
11...The worst time, the best time [19.8.4]
12...A few twists and turns later... [19.8.11]
13...Being inspired around [19.8.20]
14...A homeless going home [19.8.25]
15...Measuring myself [19.9.1]
16...Thinking about failure for the nth time [19.9.8]
17...Inner Mongolia [19.9.15]
18...Nepal [19.9.27]
19...Summer summary (& next stops) [19.9.29]
20...Shedding some dead skin [19.10.6]
21...The happiest [19.10.13]
22...Feeling alive not living my life, I guess [19.10.20]
23...Thoughts on creativity [19.10.27]

24...The most important project of my gap year [19.11.13]
25...The purpose of it all [19.12.5]
26...Reframing my life’s purpose [19.12.24]
27...Last days in London [19.12.25]
28...Mid-gap year reflection [20.1.21]
29...China [20.2.4]
30...Sundance [20.2.4]
31...Finally, LA [20.2.19]
32...Mexico and my first artist residency [20.3.13]
33...COVID-19, Bay Area, flashing strobe light [20.3.22]
34...A pause,,,,,,a start......(again) [20.3.29]
35...The formless self [20.4.26]
36...p/ar/t/s [20.4.26]
37...21 and confused [20.4.20]
38...First week of adulthood? ?? ???[20.4.28]
39...Just creating [20.5.6]
40...Read with me: mass incarceration, prison abolition, criminal justice and intersections [20.6.4]
41...A short list of worlds I enjoyed [20.6]
42...Living with unrest & irregular bursts of energies in scattered places while being trapped indoors [20.6.20]
43...Calling myself an artist [20.6.28]
44...2 months in Asheville, and creating Looking At You [20.8.8]
45...One internship and three projects (film, architecture, music video and web book) [20.8]
46...Back to Princeton & saying goodbye, again [20.8.30]
47...”Returning” to school & where this newsletter is going [20.8.31]
48...My remote semester in China, part 1 [21.1.21]
49...My remote semester in China, part 2 [21.2.6]
50...Winter Break [21.2.7]

“Let's absurdify life, from east to west. Let us play hide-and-seek with our consciousness of living.” (Fernando Pessoa)